7th
hi i’m alive and have access to internet sometimes
well nothing really serious, just saying that im alive and felt that facebook has become way too mainstream for it to be comfortable anymore to just go on and blurt shit out spontaneously… i always come up with something i want to say, but then i want to say it to a few people because they will get it but at the same time not say it to a few people because they wont get it and will think im weird or someshit. and this is my blog so fuck it.
really tiring keeping up appearances sometimes, now that i’ve been convinced that to win in this appearance driven world you can’t look like you don’t care about your looks when going to school, you have to look like you’re an aspiring fashion designer.
i like to generally categorize my shirts into three groups. group A is for “going out” like clubbing, meetings, dinners, parties etc. these are normally collared shirts so they need ironing. group B is for casual but a little nicer events like house parties, seeing friends etc and group C is just bullshit - free shirts i got at events and old shirts that are so fuckin old but have earned epic status because they’re epic comfortable. these i normally use when cooking, sports, working out, general dfg at home.
i’ve only just realized that my choice of wear to swedish university is under the norm. the way i see it is that university is a place to go do work, go to class and sit through seminars etc. so i thought that group B stuff would be sufficient. but suddenly i notice that people actually wear like collared shirts to school - and LOTS of them. what the fuck? fuck that i dont wanna spend all my free time washing and ironing my shirts. holy fuck ironing drains your time like a bitch. if i ironed a shirt ill wait till whenever i really need to use it, then i’ll wear it when going to a club or something, not to fucking class… it’s not like its srs bzns need to look smart lol
and fuck people that judge others by their clothes. it’s just so fucking dumb.
but so is a lot of other bullshit in the world, but better just put on a mask and melt into the charade than stick out like a sore thumb right?
lol was watching ufc and saw the “coming up next” it was something called manswers and 100 ways to die and i asked mr. s what that show was about and he answered just guys answering random questions. i got interested and thought that it would be about politics, current issues, male, social, economical questions being discussed like a big think tank sort of thing. basically like oprah winfrey show minus the absolute retard discussion topics and absolute retard audience. perhaps something like real time bill maher but probably not as good…
and again, i overestimate humans waaaay too much. turns out its a show about “top 10 beaches to go to for the best girls” and crap like that. *sigh*
oh well… there is still hope… i hope… but every day, hope dwindles and fades and a little bit of me cheering for humanity to overcome religion and just…. overcome… dies.
and ill try to update my blog more regularly, now that i found out people actually come here haha.
